Reaching for Myself.

I need a self-exploration day.

Okay, I just sat here for a few minutes and read that over in my head several times, and there’s really no way that can be said without a thousand innuendos popping up into the brains of the few loyal readers I have. Or it could just be my fourth grade sense of humor (i.e. immaturity) surfacing. In either case, I now have you all thinking inappropriate thoughts about my sex life. Let’s try this again.

I need a day devoted to defining myself. And what I mean by that is … well, in all honesty, I don’t know what that means. It could mean anything from running naked through the woods and yapping at the moon to setting up my acrylics and painting. I’m going to assume that it’ll be more likely that I’ll put brush to canvas since 1) I’m not a fan of public nudity (most certainly not my own) and 2) it’s a steady zero degrees out right now and I’d rather not lose any exposed body parts to frostbite. I’m cold enough inside with a multitude of layers, thank you.

Anyway, it’s not just me. Ash needs one of those days, too. We’ve both been horribly stressed out with this house situation and it’s really getting to us. We just need a day where we can both do exactly what we want and not worry about time or money. I know it’s not going to happen for a good long time, but maybe once we get more stuff packed, we can take an afternoon off and just have a play date with one another.

Ah sexual innuendos. I’m talking about video games, you perverts.

I’m going to bed.

4 responses to “Reaching for Myself.”

  1. Mac says:

    I didn’t think I had a dirty mind, but your sexual innuendos made me giggle. Or maybe I’m just immature.

    Anyway, taking a day off would be great idea. You guys deserve it after all that stress. There are a lot of things you can do in the winter, like sledding! ^_^ Or snowball fights. Too bad it is so cold out.

  2. Nikki says:

    Hey, it’s good to have a healthy dose of immaturity in your life. Makes people laugh easier.

    Brrrrr. *cold*

  3. Jennifer says:

    It was totally a giggly post, but had you not mentioned it, I probably wouldn’t have thought of it. 🙂

  4. Amanda says:

    I’m too old to immature – but perhaps I do have a dirty mind!

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